I went to Callaway Gardens and visited the Butterfly Garden. It was so amazing, peaceful, delightful and breathtaking. I found myself mesmerized by this one butterfly, so much that I followed her around the garden at least three times, before she settled down and allowed me to get a closer look at her. There was something about the color of her wings, they were a bright royal blue and stood out from all the other butterflies. I was immersed in her beauty. I found myself going on her journey, because I was taken in by her beauty and her flight – it seemed as if she was on a mission. It was like she was handling business – had something important to do. This butterfly didn’t have time to sit around- she had plans, purpose, goals, and if I wanted to be a part of it, I needed to follow her.
Ladies, this is how our lives should also unfold. We need to be immersed in our purpose and allow our beauty to shine from within. It is then that our purpose grows, people see our determination, our vision and they want to be a part of it – to hook their wagons to ours. They begin to talk to us about it, follow us to and from our destinations, they want to get closer to us so that they can truly soak it all in. They want to be able to say “But – I Fly”. They want to release themselves from the cocoon and fly into their destiny, because they were inspired in and through us.
Why crawl when you can walk. Why walk when you can run. Why run when you can fly. When they tell you “You can’t do it.”- tell them “But-I-Fly. Tell them “But-I-Fly on the wings of expectancy, and I expect that my dreams will come true; because I believe in the dreams and goals He (God) promised me.” You will then see how they begin to watch you fly, how your positive energy draws them in. How you will have a positive effect on others and propel them into their destiny, because you said “But – I –Fly”, and then you demonstrated to them a life lived in purpose and on purpose.
Continue reading SHE CHRONICLES: “But – I Fly” by Evelyn T. Keener
I’m not there yet but
maybe one day.
I’m talking about the pink ribbons and all.
For right now,
I’m going to allow
myself to feel what I feel.
A part of the reason a lot of folks didn’t know…
I didn’t want my thoughts to be interrupted anymore than what they already had been.
I didn’t want your love to inform my experience.
If it taught a lesson I wanted to learn. If it hurt I wanted to cry.
I wanted silence.
See, my moon is in Cancer and my sun is in Leo
so when I go in my shell it’s with roaring determination
and some days I couldn’t sit
cause the infusions made my chest feel
like heavy clouds were moving through them
and some days I couldn’t stand
cause the neuropathy numbed my toes
and I didn’t know they wouldn’t bend
until I tried to walk one day / and fell.
and some days I would just
close my eyes
cause my nervous system was so jacked up
my eyes twitched until
I had a piercing headache.
I wanted silence.
Continue reading with no interruptions
Hello my name is M/R Johnson. I am a survivor of Co-Occurring Disorders of depression and addiction. Now before you begin to judge me let me tell you my story.
Are you aware that there are approximately 8.9 million adults who have Co-Occurring Disorders? Only 7.4 percent of individuals receive treatment for both conditions, while 55.8 percent receive no treatment at all.
I was one of the 55.8 percent who did not received help, all because of the shame and stigma that has feared the communities of the African American people and has keep them in bondage…Or should I say slavery.
Co-occurring Disorders has no color line, or race, creed or gender. Co-Occurring Disorders is the un-addressed epidemic that is trying to kill the makeup of our families values and traditions in our society. So let’s talk…What is the true definition for the words shame and stigma? Continue reading Time to Rewrite the Shame and Stigma of… by M/R Johnson