Well, 2015 is wrapping up here folks and there are some things I want to share along my many discoveries and self reflections. Here we go:
- The power of blogging. – Blogging has to be better than buying a website these days! Blogging is like your own personal newspaper or public journal that links you to like minds. The connections I have met on wordpress have culminated into several speaking engagements and book sales around the world. Unlike social media sites, a blog requires work. You have to put in a decent and consistent amount of writing time and you must network with the audience you are trying to reach. Building this comradery can yield amazing results! Your Facebook friends/followers WILL NOT SUPPORT your work on a level that allows you to pay a bill or two.
- The saying, “Write what scares you” is true. – You take a chance with ordering a new dish at a restaurant. You take a chance in new relationships. So take a chance with writing the stories you are afraid to be linked to. The subject matter of my novel, The Town Dance, has frightened me for years. At readings, I speak about what I had to confront on a personal level for me to write characters with depth and meaning. Characters that ‘belonged’ in the story and not just placed there to move the chapters forward. The Town Dance has had an amazing year! In addition, my play, Hope’s Return, handles the subject matter of women in the military, a crime committed on base, the government cover-up and a small town African American family dealing with the mental illness of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I took a chance with this material and it has paid off as big as I had imagined in my dreams.
- I like living in Atlanta. I must admit, it took over six years for it to happen but there are a lot of opportunities in the arts. Perhaps in the sense that there is still work that needs to be done for diversity within nationalities, gender and age. (then again, that’s probably everywhere!) The art funding is definitely geared toward younger poets who are taught slam poetry and older Caucasian writers. The quote, “It’s not where you’re from, it’s where you’re art”, took me a looooong time to accept that. But over the past 13-15 months I have grown to like Atlanta.
- Acknowledgement of women writers still needs to be written in art and historical culture/documentation. Even the critical and independent male thinking minds are blind to this, or conveniently accept this part of patriarchy. A recent example I saw of this, there was a Black Lives Matter banner created that spelled out the names of the victims fallen from murder by the hands of the police and only one woman was listed. Instead of researching women to include, the list repeated with the male names.
- African American art is viewed as sociology or psychology instead of art. Instead of being asked on various creative decisions I made for my art, I was asked questions like, “is this due to your community?” “is this a result of your upbringing?” After reading more on the basic history of African American literature in western culture, the sensitivity of critique or criticism is still not where it should be as the literary giants before me have written the same observances.
- There is a desperate need for black book stores for all of the above reasons.
- There is a desperate need for African American book review groups/circles for all the above reasons. (Story Sellers Book Reviews coming soon!)
- The personal positivity movement has turned into a sensationalistic movement that is cultivating a strew of motivational speakers and life coaches. It is imperative for people to understand that avoiding or becoming addicted to a fantasy life of no turmoil stunts growth. In addition, naming life’s detours ‘negativity’ instead of lessons and self reflection stops/halts life.
- Ph.D’s do not hold the same creed they once did. Experience and activism can get you on the same panel discussions as PhD’s and persons in academia. In fact, trust is built through personal testimony versus book study (new age wave expectations); same as travel expert equals trusted experience. I believe their in depth studies are still imperative but the panels and workshops I observed over the past year in regards to art activism and community social activism had very few PhDs.
- The poetry audience is gone. No matter where I traveled, the audience was a unanimous crowd of other poets. The study of poetry 101 has been replaced with being a champion or being on a ‘winning team’. Poetry is seen as entertainment instead of art. In my opinion, the communication aspect is absent from the art form and it is a strategic political move.
11. My poetry does not do well with liquor. As a go forward, I will most likely have to say no to performance opportunities where liquor is served.
12. Ageism starts as early as 40 years old. I am finding that artists around this age, my age, are finding a stunt in their artistic growth due to lack of communication with elders. So this was obviously learned prior to 40 years old. I am finding several of my colleagues searching for the next block of text to express without having to start over.
13. I want to discipline myself to live as a vegetarian again.
14. This year I defined rejection as not coming/arriving properly categorized.
15. I found relief in understanding the African American community will pull you out of artistic boxes if you are needed. If your art or voice deems to be imperative, you will be stretched and put everywhere. Let the village speak.
16. There is no thin line between porn and erotica. A lot of erotica art is simply porn in poetry and literature. There is a thick thesaurus like difference to support this.
17. A lot of women don’t realize we still have quite a plight as artists. Once you hit the literary scene as a playwright or novelist you will understand this.
18. I remembered this year that I love “I Love Lucy” reruns. I also remembered I love Betty Davis movies. Congrats to Viola Davis for her achievements this year and Angela Bassett is still stunningly beautiful!
19. As long as we continue to compete we will not communicate.
20. Surround yourself around people that will not clap “just because”. Keep florists around but also keep a janitor or two around that will tell when your *hit begins to stink!
I hope everyone can recant their 2015 with fondness and charge into 2016 with courage, growth and smiles.