For real though! If this is what you are whispering to a friend, KEEP ON LOOKING FOR THAT PROFESSION OF WHAT YOU LOVE! You know where you should look?
Just like in the movie, “Donnie Brasco”, Al Pacino’s character knew what “get sent for” meant. He had dinner with his wife, put his jewelry and money in a box and told her not to wait up for him tonight. I knew my last day of employment was coming. I could feel it. I could sense the detached nature from the next level of management. The comments of “I’ll call you right back” turned into “I’ll contact you in a few days.”
It had happened. Just like the laws of nature said it would! “All that we are is the result of what we have thought.” Six months earlier I had lunch with two of my colleagues and showed them copies of my poetry and short story book. They were floored! I went on to tell them that prior to me moving to Atlanta to take on my sisters children, I lived my life as an artist. I felt relief as I confessed to them that I am a writer of many facets. Now caring for a family, a ‘sure bet’ check is what I needed to settle into my new role as a parent. During our lunch together I shared with them that I would be leaving our employer before the hectic holiday season arrived to once again pursue my life as an artist. I showed them a countdown widget I downloaded on my cellphone that festively displayed how many more days I had left. They were shocked but very happy for me. I now had support from two women whom I admired and trusted.
I owed this same conversation with one of my managers who I’ve worked with since my first day with the company. A brilliant talent and inspiring leader, she worked her way through several positions in the company and excelled at them all. I brought her copies of my book and shared with her that was the “real me”. She was not surprised! She told me she could tell I had something else to me because of my colorful emails I would send out to the team about contests, etc. Since she had been with me from day one I wanted to let her know of my plans of leaving so she wouldn’t be blind sighted. To my surprise, she had plans of leaving too! As a matter of fact, I had to almost beg her not to leave before me and ask if we could agree to leave the same month. Wheesh! She agreed.
I was asked, “what is a SpokenVizionary?”
part of my response, “Writing is like an eye for an eye. It’s gifted reciprocity. You get it back with a blow or a bow, but it’s certainly yours.”
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You can smile in the face of opposition when you know they are simply there because of a prayer being manifested. And the yang of the situation is whatever their mission is. When you remove yourself, detach from emotions, this very moment is what you asked for. It is what you have imagined in your head, it is what you need.
I announced months ago to friends and family that I would be leaving the field of executive management. In my journal I write what I want, I meditate these words to white candles and at the gym on the stair climber I imagine what I want. I have to accept everything that appears in my life from this moment forward is needed to get me there. Perhaps it will serve me as food or maybe a tack that stuck my in the side to help me later post a reminder message to myself. Right now, it has come in the form of another manager on her journey and ours have crossed.
She stands around 5’8 with horribly applied eye makeup. Hair to no particular season or fashion. We’ll call her Ms. Eyeliner. Ms. Eyeliner can be labeled as a control freak or even incredibly insecure. She is known to be vindictive. She leaves her family every week to work with a group of women who could care less of her conversation or existence. And she has it out for me. Or does she? In the moment of things, emotions attached, one can concretely feel this way and express it. In silence I wonder if my father sent her?